So not much has happened within the past couple weeks. I guess. Nothing memorable at least. As the temperature drops, I feel as though my excitable plans do too.
That's besides the point however. I've been getting more so into my junior year and just like the previously mentioned tempuratures, my grades, free time, and motivation are dropping. The only thing that seems to be increasing is my horrible habit of procrastination. I'm very stressed and on edge to say the least.
I've be delving back into the songs and bands I listened to in middle school for the lols recently and it's honestly not a healthy habit. Not to say my emo phase wasn't my peak, but I don't think it's healthy to revisit the past like this. I just wanted to put that out there to clear up I haven't been listening to All Time Low seriously.
I don't know if this is the right word to use or not, but I feel very obsolete within my position as a writer. It seems like the only things I can create revolve around my exes or bitterness or depression or a cocktail of all three. Instead of composing, it seems like all I'm doing is sitting in skype meetings and receiving emails reminding me I have due dates I completely forgot.
I'm sorry this was so rambly and aimless. I more so just wanted to share some photos I took in St. Marks and Union Sq. a couple weeks ago. As I said earlier, not much has been published lately aside from
this piece I wrote on the recent election. Later.
I hope you've managed to find some motivation now the holidays are coming to an end! Those wintery photographs are really beautiful. I'm always less energetic during winter, but I think it's okay. Our bodies naturally want to hibernate when it's dark and cold, it's just a shame we have to work the same hours regardless. You know what, I've also been returning to the music taste of my pats over the last couple of years. my friends tease me for it but I try not to analyse it too much, I just like the music I like, simple as that! xx
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